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         Onto my hair; this is just my natural blow dried hair, I am lucky enough not to have to do much to make it look okay.

          Today I don't really have a topic of blog, or a title for this blog, I don't even know if I'll finish writing it, or for that matter, if it will even make it to the immense world of the internet.
Recently I have been having a lot of time to myself, a lot of reflecting time and a lot of negative thoughts and comments, both from myself and other people.
          This is going to be quite a 'mishmash' as I have a lot of thoughts and opinions among various subjects and I don't even know how to type them out to make sense, but I'm going to try my best *forces a Alexis Renn puppy face smile*.
          So first things first (I'm really trying my best to not add the, 'I'm the realest') I want to mention the fact that about a month ago I was doubting on the thought of quitting YouTube. The reason I had this 'thought' was partially down to a couple of negative comments. Not about my YouTube, but about myself. These two girls were having digs at my personality, my accent, my physical appearance and so on. I know I should ignore the hateful comments, block and report or whatever may be the case, but instead I answered to them. Not in an ignorant way, not in a insulting way. Mostly, in a sarcastic way. Although that didn't work. One of the girls was/is so immature that she couldn't sense that what I was saying was ironic, instead she thought I was being serious. Anyway, long story short I ended up blocking said girls and not hearing anything from them since.
          Later on, maybe a week after this, I was live on Younow when my brother walked in my room and was like 'Guess what, I've been watching your YouTube' and then I got the 'aren't you embarrassed?' questions and so on and I just thought it was going to be a never ending cycle from him and his girlfriend taking the mickey out of me. I was wrong. Since then he has been really supportive of me and my YouTube and even intrigued about it and he keeps on giving me advice on how I could make it better, etc.
          This said, I am really glad I chose not to quit my channel as it is one of the only things I am inspired in at the moment.
          I don't know where I am going with this post or what the point is of it, but I just want to tell you, that you should do what you love and enjoy. You do you, and let everyone else do their own. If there is something you love and enjoy, do it and show everyone how good you are at it. If they love you, they'll accept it and if they hate on you, they're probably just jealous. This may sound pretty cliche or pretty selfish, but lets put it this way; if you are going to live your life on other peoples comments, opinions or even Instagram likes, are you seriously going to ever be yourself? Maybe the journey won't be the easiest but Zoella didn't become an Internet Sensation without receiving negative comments and grief. Jessie J didn't become the amazing singer she is without having to battle the bullies at school. I guess the point I'm trying to make is that everyone has their background stories, their issues and their passions and everyone should be accepted for who they are and what makes them happy.
          Just be yourself and be happy, or as the beautiful Vicky Pattison once said,
"At the end of the day, I'd rather be hated for being myself than loved for something I'm not."
          YouTube is now part of me, so if you like it good, and if you don't, tough.
          I also want to say sorry for this post being all over the place, there are lots of points I want to make and I think I might of confused you but hey, that Vicky quote is pretty awesome *awkward wink*.

         Throughout these past couple of years I have been noticed online by quite a few 'internet famous' people, and may I say it is an indescribable amazing feeling, it is kind of like adrenaline mixed with ten kilos of happiness and it is a feeling that personally never wares down.
        Said this, today I thought I would round up all the times I've been noticed online so when reading back through this post I can possibly feel the rush of adrenaline/happiness all over again.

        My first ever 'noticed by famous person experience' was from an Instagram famous girl called Alexis [@therealblasian] I remember her spamming all my photos of my personal Instagram with likes and comments and then her following me and since then we have this cute little relationship and even know she still phases to amaze me both with her beauty and her way to make me smile.

        December 2014 I got noticed by Aston Merrygold aka my heroe. Since they auditioned for the XFactor I have always been a massive fan of JLS so when I woke up at 5AM to a follow and a bunch of notifications the first thing my instincts made me do was scream before running into my parents room to tell them (only to get a "ok" as a response).


        Mid 2014 I really got into YouTube and editing so I started a YouTube account where I would make edits of YouTubers that I loved and this is when I got noticed by Hannah Maggs and Stef Michalak after making two video edits for them and also from Alfie Deyes after he saw my edit.







        Moving on to 2015 (the 14th of January to be exact) it all started off with James Yammouni out of The Janoskians following me on Twitter after me tweeting him about wanting to be his girlfriend *cringe*.




        Also during this month I was noticed by Foxilla aka Rebecca Fox on Tumblr, twice by Romeo Lacoste (a famous tattoo artist) and Sam Pottorf.





        Obviously I can't forget about the time Poppy Deyes's boyfriend Sean noticed me!




        During the end of 2015 I got noticed by a few other 'Internet famous people" such as JJ from Union J on Instagram and George Shelley on Twitter just before he joined I'm a Celeb and on the 14th of December (14 is my lucky day) I got followed and faved by Jakey Boys on Twitter and Adam Waithe faved!
        (That is also without forgetting the time Jake Boys and his girlfriend Emily Canham liked a load of edits I made for them on Instagram!)







        Now in 2016 this 'thing' still hasn't died down as on the 15th I was noticed by Gabriella Lindley (twice in one day) after me tweeting her about my weird dreams...


        And to finish off, last but not least my fave Vogue model Diego Barrueco who I have been stalking on a daily basis for years faved my tweet!




        Now a question for you, have you ever been noticed by a famous/internet famous person? If so, who and if not, who would you love to get noticed by?